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The Woman Within

Sunday February 18, 2007

Untitled Poem

There's a fear and a hunger

That little girl inside of me

has a need to be loved

She wants to trust

but fear is always

in the back of her mind

because of what was

and what she has always known

She hungers for good touch

and nurturing to quiet her fears

She wants so bad to

just be held and comforted

but she is afraid to ask

for what she wants

and what she needs

She is scared inside

to let go and to take down

all the walls that have

protected her for so long

She's afraid to be hurt again

She's afraid that

she'll be left behind again

She's afraid to want and need

She afraid to let go

so she holds on tightly

to the only thing she knows

Herself.

She can depend on herself

She can try to be strong

like she had to

for so many years

She can stay alone

inside of herself

because when she is alone

nobody can come in

to hurt her again

She lonely though

and she cries

for what she doesnt have

and she yearns to have

her needs and wants met

She's afraid

if she asks

that she will be rejected

and that she will feel

like she doesnt even

matter at all...

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Wednesday August 23, 2006

Primal Scream

Primal Scream

Deep within me lies a primal scream

waiting to get out

It is the power of that scream

and the feeling behind it

that has kept me stuck

in my emotional slavery

Anger and rage

are its constant companions

There is comradery among them

I feel the power of it surging

through my veins

and in my blood

shaking my very being

to my core

I decide to release it

from its prison

the inner cavernous dwelling

it has resided in

for many years

too many in fact

I prepare for it's departure

as I take hold of something

strong and sturdy

Let her rip... she says

I open my mouth

making the pathway clear

and it comes up

from the depths

of my soul

Loud and raging

strained yet still releasing

all the pent up energy

that it has held

over the ancient years

The torrent floods

of explosive feelings

pour forth full of

intensity and fury

I wait as the gushing emotions

rage on and on

and when it finally ceases

I am exhausted and drained

my body limp

with the effort of the release

yet perfectly free.

PolarB ;) Copyright@2006

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Sunday August 13, 2006

Lovers

My heart cries out to you

And you hear me without speaking

You know me so well

What I want…

What I need…

Our eyes speak a thousand words

Yet our mouths have not spoken

Whisper gently to me

Take my hand in yours

And touch me ever so softly

Give me your sweet caresses

And take me to the place

Where I long to be

My gentle lover

I love thee

We are as one

And always will be

You make me soar

Above the clouds

You never let me down

You mean so much to me

I love thee

My gentle lover

PolarB ;) Copyright@2006

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Thursday August 10, 2006

The Path I Tread

The Path I Tread

I’ve been walking on this weary path for so many years

It has led me to new places I never dreamed possible.

With each salty bitter tear I cried

And each drop of blood I sacrificed

I have found my inner most being

It is the discovery of my true soul

That was lost in the deep dark recesses

Of my mind and my broken spirit

That is the most precious gift recovered

I once was afraid and alone

With the terror that gripped me

With it’s talon cold steel claws

That threatened to tear my soul to shreds

But alas, I did not drown

In my own despair

For there was a light within

And with each step I took

The small dim light became brighter

There were times in my struggles

That the road was demanding and strenuous

And I thought it would devour and consume me

And I would be lost forever

Caged within my own personal Hell.

But I crawled and I clawed my way

Fighting and gasping for air, for life

To live free from my demons…

My fears… my insecurities…

I held fast onto Hope

And that quiet little voice within me

That told me to keep moving forward

I listened and I focused on her voice

The calm wise one within

And as I did…

The light became brighter

I could see into the opening of the abyss

With trepidation I edged closer to the light

And it became like golden embers

With courage I stepped forward

And out of the dark dank hole

And into the healing light

My soul was surrounded

By the gold white healing light

And it washed over me and cleansed me

All the hurt, pain and suffering

Of my wounded past and the terror

That had me bound drifted down

Into the purifying waters

I opened my eyes and watched them sail away

Carried down the healing rivers

Into the Land of Utopia

I looked around with new eyes

And a new vision and it brought me

A feeling beyond lightness

Into my heart and into my being.

At last I was surrounded in healing love

And my soul had been freed

From the cages that had been

My prison since birth.

This path that was once cloaked

In darkness and in poisonous thorns

And mass groves of binding thicket monstrosities

Had become paved in white healing light

Filled with love and purity

And as I look back

To where I have come from

I see only wondrous

Beauty and light and

Know that I am home.

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Sunday July 2, 2006

Rosebud

Rosebud petals delicate and pure

Unfurling like the many aspects and layers of my life

Deep within the soft silken petals

Lies a perfect rosebud

Beautiful and whole

I too am like the rosebud

Beautiful and whole

As I peel away all the complex layers

And I get to the deeper recesses

Of my true inner being

My outwardly appearances

Sometimes appear as masks

Of what and who we want others to see of us

What we choose to cautiously give to others

All pieces of me, yet selectively revealed.

But inside where the true beauty lies waiting

It is only the chosen inner circle of individuals

We open up to and give our trust to fully

That we let them see the real human being inside

And the true essence of who we are

We reveal the love that fills our hearts

The joys and the things that matter the most to us

And yes we let them share in our sorrows

And our tears and the pain that has hurt us to our core

After many years upon my journey

And the path that I have softly walked

Where experience has metamorphosed into wisdom

I am comfortable living my life as the rosebud

Letting the light in to surround me

And radiate the beauty within me

That freedom of the sunlight

That fills all dark corners of my being

And warms my weary soul

Giving me a sense of wonder and delight

As a smile spreads across my face

I am the Rosebud…

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